you smoke different cigarettes then me,which sucks cus i cant bum off you

but when you get out of my car at 4:30am after a beautiful conversation

about positivity in life, my car smells different. and ill drive home happy with the changes in life. and im not upset anymore i cant bum smokes off you

theres something in my mind, that has changed

i think about where my hand rests when i sit next to you, hoping you'll realize it and grab my hand.

and i think about if my text messages are stupid before i send them.

i think that going through hard times with a person, brings you closest to a person.

you learn more about how a person deals with their emotions.

i think the waiting game, is the best part

i think the anticipation that controls you, makes it even more enjoyable in the end.

i think ill drink the rest of my coffee now, and pretend that im not annoyed you haven't called me back.