my tendons tighten, and i cant decide what to wear when i wake up
or even decide if i should get out from under the covers, and face the cool air blowing in my open window.
its diffrent when you care, everything becomes a disability. every party of your personality is under a magnifying glass. and nothing is ever what you thought it was before.
its getting destructive, with all this free time
my thoughts paralyze me, and keep me from being reasonable
im pretty reasonable most of the time, im pretty positive most of the time
but right now i can't even pull it together,
i got to wake up everyday and tell myself something that feels really conceited.
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