its hard to see beauty when you are underground

im so blessed. when i get upset and feel like the world is caving in on me. i open my eyes and see that there are amazing people around me. and regardless of what i've done they are there to support me and pick me up. and i don't argue with them, i don't question them. i know that life is amazing and beautiful. i know that my life is full of beautiful people, and exciting days. i know that i have been blessed with passions and dreams and need to continue on to see them happen.

i wanna wake up and see the beauty in every day. i went through a period where i did that. and i know that i can't be happy every day, but i want to go back to the mindset that i had before that every day is a new and beautiful day. im gonna be positive, and love, and live, and dance, and laugh, and paint. and when things get me down im gonna depend on those people around me that love me and ask for help and have them pick me back up. cus its hard to see the beautiful scenery when your underground.