i can't even write anymore, and i don't know why. im really happy in my life right now. And i know there are some things that i need to work on, but im very very content with my life right now. and maybe thats why i can't write righ now, im used to writing whiney/negative things hahah. so everything i write lately just sounds rediculous to me

and i guess alot of the stuff i write lately i want to keep to myself, cus im the only person that can fully understand.

im afraid me and my roomate live completely diffrent lifestyles

and because we have lived so far apart the last two years, we haven't noticed

but soon enough its gonna become very very apparent.